You say I don't go outside, I do. I just stopped going out with you. I am scared of the dark now, at night I look at pictures of women on my wall. This brings me comfort. Other times I smoke through the window. This too brings me comfort. When I am not smoking, I am touching myself. Or watching a movie. I like this one. I sleep over at her place, I sleep over at her place. And fall asleep inside her.